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el oh el I'm 50 cents short on my phone bill and don't have a way to the bank to deposit my cash. sometimes I really hate my life which I know is dramatic because it's just little shit but when all the little shit piles up it's a huge mountain of shit
 

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el oh el I'm 50 cents short on my phone bill and don't have a way to the bank to deposit my cash. sometimes I really hate my life which I know is dramatic because it's just little shit but when all the little shit piles up it's a huge mountain of shit
relatable.
 

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relatable.
right? I really need to work on not magnifying shit because it's generally not as bad as I make it out to be, but in the moment I just...can't really help it. Or eat least I haven't learned how to help it yet.
Also I called my phone company and they don't shut it off if it's under $2.99. I was 78 cents short. So I'm good.
 

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Oh lord work what are you trying to do to me?

They put me in 3 different places this morning ending in the ER. I about up and left. I do not have the personality, or mentality, or whatever for ER. They put me back in another place after I locked myself out of my work closet lol
 

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How much fired do you think I'd be if I told the boss that I do not have the right temperament/mentality for the ER.

Cause that place, even in my only hour there, is too chaotic. Nothing follows any kind of order, people expect you to be fast AND good. (I can only be one of those, and it's the latter.) I can tell you right now, if they put me down there regularly I will quit. Debt be damned.
 

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How much fired do you think I'd be if I told the boss that I do not have the right temperament/mentality for the ER.

Cause that place, even in my only hour there, is too chaotic. Nothing follows any kind of order, people expect you to be fast AND good. (I can only be one of those, and it's the latter.) I can tell you right now, if they put me down there regularly I will quit. Debt be damned.
I think it’s fine to have a planned but honest conversation about it.
 

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I'm a very private person. I don't share things with my family outside of my husband and I certainly do not talk about my problems. I'm about to throw all of that out the window to get this out. Maybe I will feel a little better.
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One of my coworkers walked past me and said "wow, she looks like she worked hard today. Look at that hair."

:cry: that wasnt very nice. And I did work hard, cause that's my job and I'm a good worker.

Unlike you Ms. 50% patient satisfaction.
 

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why is it normal that I work so many jobs yet still can't get ahead?

why is it normal i have to give up everything that makes me happy to survive?

why is it normal? I'm tired. I'm so tired from the depths of my bones.
 

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I needed somewhere to vent.

Holy hell, has today been wild. Speaking to an amazon employee and attempting to get him involved with us, discussed things about the server, and dealing with turk itself all while doing real life stuff.

I think my brain went overboard or something in dealing with Mr. Amazon. I'm still pumped about it. I have noticed I've been a bit more jumpy today because of of it, and have over reacted to some things. I'm still a bit bothered that the poor guy is probably going to log in and see a million PMs from people, which is my fault but I was hoping people would be understanding and mature and such. It really got to me what some people said but it shouldn't have. I just want to help the community.

Anyway, I hope everyone here has been doing well. I don't spend as much time here as I would like but I do care about you and am willing to offer some classic Metallica advice where necessary. I might be constantly busy, but never enough to not have time to help someone.
 

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I needed somewhere to vent.

Holy hell, has today been wild. Speaking to an amazon employee and attempting to get him involved with us, discussed things about the server, and dealing with turk itself all while doing real life stuff.

I think my brain went overboard or something in dealing with Mr. Amazon. I'm still pumped about it. I have noticed I've been a bit more jumpy today because of of it, and have over reacted to some things. I'm still a bit bothered that the poor guy is probably going to log in and see a million PMs from people, which is my fault but I was hoping people would be understanding and mature and such. It really got to me what some people said but it shouldn't have. I just want to help the community.

Anyway, I hope everyone here has been doing well. I don't spend as much time here as I would like but I do care about you and am willing to offer some classic Metallica advice where necessary. I might be constantly busy, but never enough to not have time to help someone.
yeah I was annoyed at some feedback towards you. cool stuff you're doing dude.