i didn't feel like i did anything too major to her. just pushing the dating aspect too hard i guess (which wasn't
You worded this much better than I could've and god is it true. Except sometimes I would fuck the forward/sexually aggressive ones too, just to prove to myself that I wasnt shit and didn't deserve shit. To this day I put up with more shit than I should from men & cling for dear life to any man who is nice to me and doesn't try to fuck me within 10 seconds
Self-esteem issues are the bane of our existence. You always have to tell yourself you are wonderful.
I feel blessed in having parents that thought the sun and moon revolved around me. It was how hard the aftermath was that made me react this way. My older cousins are old enough to be my parents and didn't know how to respond. or relate.